The worst wait.

This is the toughest one ever.

In last few days about 70-80% of the time I have ouchy sore moobs (man boobs cause I’m a husband). I go to yoga and lay on the mat, ouch. I rollover in bed, ouch. I hold my best girl, ouch. I go for a walk, ouch ouch. I would be thrilled if this was due to pregnancy and not some other reason. It does leave me hopeful, but we have been down this path enough times to not get our hopes up too much. The moobs hurting also makes it really tough to do other things and forget about being in the TWW. The other 20-30% of the time I feel physically better, but overall worse because I think it didn’t work.

I am lucky enough to have a long weekend and tomorrow off. I can do yoga and biking. If this turns into a BFN there is going to be some serious sushi eating and drinks.