Today was the 9 week ultrasound and all is well. There is movement, a heartbeat, little legs and everything measures up just right. We even heard the heartbeat. I can’t believe all that is going on in there. Definitely worth taking my pants off for, but I am looking forward to keeping my pants on when I see doctors in the future.
Since going off the pomerarians my heart has been getting lighter and there is a glass with something in it. Not quite half full, but not smashed either. My head feels more clear. Luckily, I can blame at least some of the craziness on pomerarians. The no more drugs combined with another ultrasound has left me feeling at peace today. Dr Zen also said that I am lucky and should enjoy that fact that I am having a fairly easy pregnancy. Not feeling sick all the time is not a reason to panic.
The last few weeks have been a struggle with trying to ignore that fact that I was pregnant and needing to do things for pregnancy. I still took prenatals, but some things just got caught up in the grief over losing the pregnancy and I couldn’t do them. As part of moving forward this weekend, I am dedicating it to hooter happiness. I will be buying a new bigger bra and also several tightly fitted tank tops with shelf bras in them, which is my top choice for sleeping in right now. I feel like I have enormous hooters, but really I just need a bigger bra. I am moving up to B.